Money and Personal Crisis

Hi there

this is yet another disappointing post. Recently, I ventured into the boarding house of which part of the money actually comes from my friend side. I agree to pay him a sum of $750 as compensation for late payment but now i am in dead shit as i have to make payment by end of August 2008 which means i have about 3 days including transferring the fund.

Haiz, if this time i cant manage to solve the crisis and make the payment, the consequences will be far greater than that of the trading crisis which i manage to tide over. Today, went to the guan yin temple in Bugis to pray. I realise that i am actually quite bad cuz i will only go pray when there is a problem. Right now i am feeling yet uncertain. I do not know where to raise the $$ haiz really in deep ultimate shit man. Anyone can help me? haiz the road to success is so tough. In fact, part of the money was lent to another person to help him tide over his crisis.

Right now, i personally left only a few hundreds dollars for personal expenses. Really have no much idea on how to cope with the current problem. I am worry that my life will be drastically affected as the consequences for unable to pay is too great. No answer from anyone and no responses from anyone haiz that is the worst feeling to cope.

i dunnoe what to say to show my inner struggle but really it is unbearable sia ....

please show me a path to solve my problem please....