the mind limiting factor

even when i am typing nw i am so vex.

i dun feel like typing now.

i am feeling terribly bad.

haiz

i am dead shit.

i have so many things to handle and such weak heart.

i think i going to die for sure.

i need to recover.

pls

Possibility

Its already 2011.

My mind is worsening and I believe it is almost time before i am drain out. Also, the year brings many challenges and opportunities in life. Everytime when i write the comments in this blog, it is due to my low mood. And now, it has worsen much more than usual. I am really fearful of each day. Sleep has not been good. Even my little resting period is gone. I cant imagine how i am living.

Tuition program has started at last but with little sucess if any. I am acting as an assistant tutor as the cost of operation is still pretty unstable.

Also, i have sadly returned to school without any cca or much motivation. The thirst for knowledge is gone and what is left is a drying heart.

How long is this going to end?

Ray