Sunday, October 24, 2010

The last ditch effort

yO blog,

it has really been a long time since I blog.

Nothing much has changed. Many of the stuff continue to be bad and haven worsen.

Like the previous post, it is likely that I am back to square one again. After so much effort i have put in India market for student recruitment, import and export, things are looking bleek.

I think largely is really due to my impatience that is causing the problem.

I really need to succeed this time. The pain of failure is .......

super low low.

President RayOz

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

When I look back

Life has been many times terrible.

I really do not feel like doing anything.

I feel like quitting .

I feel so sad.

haiz

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

A life Crashing Day

Today is terrible.

Almost cant endure anymore.

Pls.

haiz

that all

bye

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Life can be hard

yeah pretty a few weeks since i blogged again.

Today i have a strong feeling to blog partly because i realise that life can be extremely hard.

everyday seems like a tortue.

really feel like scolding vulgar.

F

Ray

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Square One

It has been months since I blogged again.

The tuition business officially started on 14 Dec 2009. It has come a long way, with many ups and downs. Many issue especially with the management of money and people relation. In the tuition business, I have seen many kinds of family and students.

This coming Saturday will be the official closing date of the business after 5 months. While it is a sad news and tough decision to reach, I strongly believe that it is a choice that has to be made with continued worsening financial ability.

The quiting of the centre will result in a drastic fall in my income. Moreover, I have plan to stop one of my home tuitions and by doing so will affect my saving plans. I feel so tired suddenly. OCD, tuition, saving, bills to pay and future; all these are huge obstacles.

I guess i may be back to square one again. Although I have embarked on new growth areas for my business, I can sense that it is not going on a smooth momentum. I hope that this new project will return my strength and income stability. Link and work with India counterpart has been pretty smooth although the pace is not as fast as I have expected.

Sometimes, I do doubt my ability. It seems that the things I have done are all with limited success. The boarding house, the tuition and student recruitment. I trust that things will fall in place but this hope always clash with the other issues. To recover from these problems is a huge obstacle.

It is a sad truth that my baby business is going to fall just like that. I thought of letting it endure through but then it does not seems to be worth the effort.

Can someone guide me?

RayOz in fragments.

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Big Bomb

Its been really a long time since I blog again.
It about 3 months in university and i am overwhelmed with the workload. Again, my mind is not working and I feel so terrible.

I think i am going to collapse again.

who can i turn to, i really tired of typing.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Test result,

Hi

Its CNY and I am here posting.

I tot things will be fine. But the first few days of the tiger year and i nearly failed my test. I am at the bottom.

My heart sank till my legs are soft.

sobx damn sad.

Ray