Square One

It has been months since I blogged again.

The tuition business officially started on 14 Dec 2009. It has come a long way, with many ups and downs. Many issue especially with the management of money and people relation. In the tuition business, I have seen many kinds of family and students.

This coming Saturday will be the official closing date of the business after 5 months. While it is a sad news and tough decision to reach, I strongly believe that it is a choice that has to be made with continued worsening financial ability.

The quiting of the centre will result in a drastic fall in my income. Moreover, I have plan to stop one of my home tuitions and by doing so will affect my saving plans. I feel so tired suddenly. OCD, tuition, saving, bills to pay and future; all these are huge obstacles.

I guess i may be back to square one again. Although I have embarked on new growth areas for my business, I can sense that it is not going on a smooth momentum. I hope that this new project will return my strength and income stability. Link and work with India counterpart has been pretty smooth although the pace is not as fast as I have expected.

Sometimes, I do doubt my ability. It seems that the things I have done are all with limited success. The boarding house, the tuition and student recruitment. I trust that things will fall in place but this hope always clash with the other issues. To recover from these problems is a huge obstacle.

It is a sad truth that my baby business is going to fall just like that. I thought of letting it endure through but then it does not seems to be worth the effort.

Can someone guide me?

RayOz in fragments.