Perhaps Time for something positive

Again, its been really a long time since i last blogged about my life.

Yeah, many tenders but i am rejecting many as well due to inability to cope with increasing demand and poor response from many areas. I guess only 1 centre will survive and I hope it will remain good for the rest of the next year.

Also, i have decided to return to study after dropping out previously as i really feel insecure about my future. Although my thoughts are not sorted out clearly, i guess time is really not on my side. I really need to endure through the next 3 to 4 years and buck up. However, I am thinking if i should join a cca , db , as it is time consuming andd not sure if i can cope physically.

Everytime i ask for guidance and I walked past many darkness. Hope i can pull through again this time. I hope to lead normal life;able to study well with clear mind and perhaps occasion obstacles in life . My mind is really cant make it. but i have to make it.

Alright before 10 dec, i have to send the letter and i guess it will make all the difference in my life. I have to clear my obstacles and make full use of my life.

Ray