yO blog,
it has really been a long time since I blog.
Nothing much has changed. Many of the stuff continue to be bad and haven worsen.
Like the previous post, it is likely that I am back to square one again. After so much effort i have put in India market for student recruitment, import and export, things are looking bleek.
I think largely is really due to my impatience that is causing the problem.
I really need to succeed this time. The pain of failure is .......
super low low.
President RayOz
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
When I look back
Life has been many times terrible.
I really do not feel like doing anything.
I feel like quitting .
I feel so sad.
haiz
I really do not feel like doing anything.
I feel like quitting .
I feel so sad.
haiz
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Life can be hard
yeah pretty a few weeks since i blogged again.
Today i have a strong feeling to blog partly because i realise that life can be extremely hard.
everyday seems like a tortue.
really feel like scolding vulgar.
F
Ray
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Square One
It has been months since I blogged again.
The tuition business officially started on 14 Dec 2009. It has come a long way, with many ups and downs. Many issue especially with the management of money and people relation. In the tuition business, I have seen many kinds of family and students.
This coming Saturday will be the official closing date of the business after 5 months. While it is a sad news and tough decision to reach, I strongly believe that it is a choice that has to be made with continued worsening financial ability.
The quiting of the centre will result in a drastic fall in my income. Moreover, I have plan to stop one of my home tuitions and by doing so will affect my saving plans. I feel so tired suddenly. OCD, tuition, saving, bills to pay and future; all these are huge obstacles.
I guess i may be back to square one again. Although I have embarked on new growth areas for my business, I can sense that it is not going on a smooth momentum. I hope that this new project will return my strength and income stability. Link and work with India counterpart has been pretty smooth although the pace is not as fast as I have expected.
Sometimes, I do doubt my ability. It seems that the things I have done are all with limited success. The boarding house, the tuition and student recruitment. I trust that things will fall in place but this hope always clash with the other issues. To recover from these problems is a huge obstacle.
It is a sad truth that my baby business is going to fall just like that. I thought of letting it endure through but then it does not seems to be worth the effort.
Can someone guide me?
RayOz in fragments.
The tuition business officially started on 14 Dec 2009. It has come a long way, with many ups and downs. Many issue especially with the management of money and people relation. In the tuition business, I have seen many kinds of family and students.
This coming Saturday will be the official closing date of the business after 5 months. While it is a sad news and tough decision to reach, I strongly believe that it is a choice that has to be made with continued worsening financial ability.
The quiting of the centre will result in a drastic fall in my income. Moreover, I have plan to stop one of my home tuitions and by doing so will affect my saving plans. I feel so tired suddenly. OCD, tuition, saving, bills to pay and future; all these are huge obstacles.
I guess i may be back to square one again. Although I have embarked on new growth areas for my business, I can sense that it is not going on a smooth momentum. I hope that this new project will return my strength and income stability. Link and work with India counterpart has been pretty smooth although the pace is not as fast as I have expected.
Sometimes, I do doubt my ability. It seems that the things I have done are all with limited success. The boarding house, the tuition and student recruitment. I trust that things will fall in place but this hope always clash with the other issues. To recover from these problems is a huge obstacle.
It is a sad truth that my baby business is going to fall just like that. I thought of letting it endure through but then it does not seems to be worth the effort.
Can someone guide me?
RayOz in fragments.
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Big Bomb
Its been really a long time since I blog again.
It about 3 months in university and i am overwhelmed with the workload. Again, my mind is not working and I feel so terrible.
I think i am going to collapse again.
who can i turn to, i really tired of typing.
It about 3 months in university and i am overwhelmed with the workload. Again, my mind is not working and I feel so terrible.
I think i am going to collapse again.
who can i turn to, i really tired of typing.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Test result,
Hi
Its CNY and I am here posting.
I tot things will be fine. But the first few days of the tiger year and i nearly failed my test. I am at the bottom.
My heart sank till my legs are soft.
sobx damn sad.
Ray
Sunday, January 24, 2010
the mind limiting factor
even when i am typing nw i am so vex.
i dun feel like typing now.
i am feeling terribly bad.
haiz
i am dead shit.
i have so many things to handle and such weak heart.
i think i going to die for sure.
i need to recover.
pls
i dun feel like typing now.
i am feeling terribly bad.
haiz
i am dead shit.
i have so many things to handle and such weak heart.
i think i going to die for sure.
i need to recover.
pls
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Possibility
Its already 2011.
My mind is worsening and I believe it is almost time before i am drain out. Also, the year brings many challenges and opportunities in life. Everytime when i write the comments in this blog, it is due to my low mood. And now, it has worsen much more than usual. I am really fearful of each day. Sleep has not been good. Even my little resting period is gone. I cant imagine how i am living.
Tuition program has started at last but with little sucess if any. I am acting as an assistant tutor as the cost of operation is still pretty unstable.
Also, i have sadly returned to school without any cca or much motivation. The thirst for knowledge is gone and what is left is a drying heart.
How long is this going to end?
Ray
My mind is worsening and I believe it is almost time before i am drain out. Also, the year brings many challenges and opportunities in life. Everytime when i write the comments in this blog, it is due to my low mood. And now, it has worsen much more than usual. I am really fearful of each day. Sleep has not been good. Even my little resting period is gone. I cant imagine how i am living.
Tuition program has started at last but with little sucess if any. I am acting as an assistant tutor as the cost of operation is still pretty unstable.
Also, i have sadly returned to school without any cca or much motivation. The thirst for knowledge is gone and what is left is a drying heart.
How long is this going to end?
Ray
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