It has been a long time since i updated my blog again once more. Recently felt really sad and thus decided to again update my blog! btw suppose to update in the blog which is shared by Jamie and I but then i forget the link and password and the worst thing is she also forget lOlx so i guess i have to update here. lOng time no see her and her reply so if u see my BLog pls msg me ok!
First of all, i have received a sms from nithya i suppose and she is flying back to India and will be back in Dec which is a long time. Studies in Saint Francis Methodist School is a unique experience for him. Although I think the school management is disastrous and the teaching quality really cannot make it in many sense, i still find considerable number of nice and high quality teacher and the environment is great.
Somehow, i think that students from my this schools or perhaps from my class is especially hardworking and determined to succeed. Many have gone overseas to study and other came back to study in local university. It is quite an 'undescrible" experience because it seems so global kinda feeling.
Dunnoe y suddenly feel like there is a lot to write since it is year 2008 after a year plus of no updating.
Today, yet another disappointing note from Mr X who decided to cancel today’s meeting. The time for the fund to come in is still unknown and this is really a great psychological torment to me.
While I understand his predicament, the whole partnership has dragged from the initial start date of March to now ending of May without much definite start date. This is due to disagreement between much of the potential investors who perhaps has doubts on my credential.
I have been using the simulation programme for a long time and everything is fine and profitable. I was told that the simulation programme is exactly the same as the real trading condition, hence i guess my trading system is profitable... but still lack investors.
Have been really wanted to start soon but all this while things are not really smooth for this partnership but still i hold on to it and hope for the best to come. Sometimes, i really want to end this partnership with Mr X with a stern tone but then worry that I could not find other ppl to join me. It is so tiring after all to go thru all this.
Moreover, it is frustating to see each profitable trade and day with the end result of earning only virtual cash. This is so ..... haiz dunnoe how to describle lOlx..
University Admission
Until now, I have received 2 rejection letters from SMU and NTU, of which both stress on stiff competition. Well, i have really worked hard for my retake last year and is perhaps my best shot. I was thinking that even without the acceptance from local uni, i could progress with my investment thingy but now things look so bleak, lost a lot of things. Firstly, i postphone my taking of SAT in order to work on this partnership. In addition, i rejected many outing offers and dilligently spend my time examining the market condition, constantly trying to figure out a better trading system.
Every now and then, I have tried to put in a lot of effort and i am sure I am quite determined in achieveing what i aim for; but recently happening prove otherwise. I remain stagnant for so long despite so much effort put in.
Perhaps I have a wrong method of working hard or I was already on the wrong path?
Really tired now sia haiz.
Saw the news on Sichuan. it is really saddening to see so many people suffering out there and i suddenly tot if i could have start the investment and really earn $$, perhaps i can fork out $$ to assist them. Sometimes, life is so uncertain and perceived to be unfair.
To end, I will like to make some wishes:
I wish I wish I wish
I wish that the people affected by Sichuan earthquake will receive the best resources they need
I wish I wish I wish
I wish I wish I wish
I wish that my investment partnership will work out next week so that I can fulfill my dream of earning my first million before 20 years old
I wish I wish I wish
- President RayOz
Sunday, May 25, 2008
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