quite a few days since i blog
Things got worst. Losses hit over 6k on friday. However, late hours of last day of the week trading allowed the EUR/JPY to recover some of its sudden losses partly due to the technical fault of the system and i am back to losses of 3.91k still.
I have decided to set the sell limit at 166.740 maybe will increase to 166.750. Even if this is reached, it will not cancel all my losses. In fact the losses will still be above 2k. In the mean time, i will still venture into stocks but using a trailing stop loss to limit any potential losses. This is the new skill i learn today.
In fact, i am desperate for success. I have many things to pay for like future university fees and stuff but things are not looking good. My heart aches like hell each day, pondering if it will rise to the limit i set as if it does not, i will be in really big trouble. Now, i do not wish for large earnings, just small gains each day to fill up my losses.
Although it is saddening for me to trade all this, the worst thing is my NS life. Currently, i really cannot endure much longer and it is both tiring and annoying. To be frank, there is fear and i dread each day reporting back. At this point, i realise that my endurance and determination are weak. I cant seems to go through adversity. There are little things i have now and with the bleak future of my trading life, things can get much worst.
I really need help but every time when i do need, i realise that no one is there to assist me and none can really help me regardless of whether i help them before. Still, i am certain that i cannot give up and without choice have to endure.
Really feel like crying out as these few years are really tiring and hard to endure. Haiz
President RayOz.. the shattered hope.
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