A Critical Stage in Life

aloHA!!!

This coming Wed will be a special day. Not any ordinary Wed but one that can potentially cause a "meteor-strike earth" or tsunami effect on my life. I will be meeting one person which I am quite uncertain will not change much of my fate. Nonetheless, I am still pretty hopeful as miracles do happen although less frequent than striking 4D or totO.

Back to the point, yeah Wed will most likely decide my fate. I do not want to give up. But many will see my decision as equivalent to giving up. However, I thought for a long time and from another point of view , i see myself as opening a new door for myself. I thought deeper and understand another pt of view. The new door opens less opportunity and offers a greater degree of risk which many feel uncertain. Having said that, people feel that my decision is an unwise one.

My decision will be a regretful one. I have thought of the otherwise and came to such conclusion. Yet, my decision will allow more breathing space for me to continue the rest of my journey (hopefully much better , who knows i will strike 4D again or pick up a winning ticket!! dun play play) .

I wrote down the things that I will lose and realise that I will probably gain little and bleed really alot. My tuition may be gone. My saving will depleted. My future plan will need a major revamp and this will probably push me back by a few years probably 4, in terms of my mini achievement that i have planned for my future.

Sometimes, in our journey we tried to get the "perceived" best. During unfavorable times, we adopt to undertake " the best out of the worst" strategy. To me, this is the rule of my life because it will certainly maximise the fullest of ur life since "best' is your aim.

As you can see, this is a rare entry with such many words; also, you will probably realise that I love to split my writing to many small paragraph. haha i often find it easier for people to read and digest but still i know few or even no one ever read anymore haha.

That's all I got to say. Many often I pray and seldom were they realised. Despite that, I will still pray that I will make a wise choice and that my decision will lead me to a happier future.

PresiDent RayOz