Well as you can see all my entry are pretty depressing. Today's entry is no different. Today went to see the school psychatrist. I went with an open heart, and thought perhaps the doc could change my thinking.
He thought i came to him for treatment. I told him i am withdrawing and that the staff refer me here. In the end, he did not say much to hold me on and stuff which sort of disappoint me. I feel like i could not find much help everywhere.
The guy from the dean's office called me. He is really a nice chap and very helpful. But then, when i assess the whole situation, I felt that I am really in loss. I cant speak to my inner self either. And thus the process will continue and that means one of my future door is shut.
I have no mood to blog actually but then i was thinking perhaps i should blog it to release my feeling if any. I saw many people enjoying their life in jc and uni and stuff, yet i do not have the chance.
I love my past life. But what can i do now?
What next?
PresIdent RayOz
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