I am again writing as I can finally sit down and type this entry. Not that I do not have the access of the internet or my computer, but rather the mood and ability to write after many U-curve of emotion and deadly depression.
Finally, I went to see the psychologist on the 9th of Sept. I do not think i found the help i needed. When i heard her words, i felt pain. I dun wish to elaborate but it is so bad. Next, the business, some initial friends lost the ethu and i can see that my business will not be much succesful in my opnion. I am kind worry abt it as I have yet to hit the minimum target.
In addition, with all these negativities , i find it hard to find any +ve. Imagine now, i am without a qualification, without income, and most likely drag down by my current situation and future, I will be a loser for life.
Now, i fear living and I fear waking up each day.
I pray for just one thing. and when it happens, you will know "haha" .
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